wow... eventfull few days. it just sucks how you really wanna forgive someone but you know that you shouldnt. i cant help it. what can i say?..even though he is an ass.. for the last month or two he made me feel like nothing could go wrong. and then something did... he did. oh well...

<3 ash

man... this sucks.. i still havent talked to him. i miss him.. so much. i guess ill get over it sometime... but its just hard because its the first person ive REALLY had feelings for since nick. yeah.. thats the truth.

i love you means nothing to me now..

light a smoke for giving up on me

and one more just cause they'll kill you soon.

to my favorite liar

to my favorite scar

"i could have died with you"

i hope you choke on those words and that bottle.

ash out your insides.

 "when i said i loved you, i swear to god i lied".

lately i've been thinking i hope you catch fire

cause i wouldn't piss to put you out.

i'm sunk so. hang yourself.

his smile is your rope.

wrap it tight around your throat.

on the drive home with him joke about the kid you used to see

and his jealousy

breaking hearts has never looked so cool.

as you wrap your car around a tree.

your make-up looks great on the steering wheel.

right next to his teeth.

the accident scene is called "you get what you deserve"

i dont know why you had to do this to me. i thought u actually care, ya know. but now i know that u never did. thanks so much... you dont know how much you hurt me.. really you dont. to you its all one big joke. i was there for you through everything with joy and everything and all you did was screwed me over big time. well your welcome. i just want you to knwo that i trusted you more than anyone and youve really showed me the other side of you. and if i knew it in the beginning, i wouoldnt have even been friends with you. i hate you... both of you.

hey there!! yeah i havent written, i know i know. but it just seems like my life is better without everyone knowing EVERY detail of whats going on.

yeah woke up this morning to a message on my cell phone.. , it was a great start to my day not to mention the sweetest thing ever. haha some of you know what im talking about and for those who dont... that sucks. haha!

yeah riht now im eating cookies and finally getting pictures from my digital camera uploaded onto the computer. woot woot! but im gonna go now because is itll need to read the book to kill a mockingbird... yeah i already watched the movie and all but alot of stuff was obviously left out... the quiz would have been easy if it wasnt. later!

<3 hugs and kisses<3